I spent a few more hours in these reflections. The flickering gradually began to cease, and I returned to reality. Finally, after developing the Fly Agaric theory, I came to a realization (I emphasize, not understanding, but realization. There is a fundamental difference between these terms) that:
Life is unique. I will never have such a life again. There might be infinitely many others, but this one is singular.
This thought allows me to feel the value of my current life, the love for my avatar, the respect for my consciousness, the gratitude towards my soul.
Deep, conscious, and thoughtful love for oneself and one’s life corrects the mistake and offers an escape from eternity.
And then problems cease to be problems and become lessons. And that's a completely different outlook on life.
Now, pay attention to the perception of the Fly Agaric theory. Right after the trip and after processing it. Is there a difference?
That's why integrations are important.
